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I have hope, faith, and sometimes I sense that I lack Love. I long to experience Love more fully in my life. I rely on God's grace to get me through the day. I would say that I used to live in a more theoretical and abstract world but I'm slowly allowing myself to live in the more concrete present. I was probably the most idealistic person in town. During the last 4 years, I learned quite a bit about spiritual development and I longed to put it all into practice...but the truth is I might have been a bit afraid to have all of my ideals shattered...so I worked really hard to protect myself from this possibility. I wanted to live in my own little idealistic bubble...that didn't last for too long. It was impossible to keep up. So, now, I guess you can say I'm just allowing myself to experience God and God's people as they are...no longer boxing them in. I thought ministry work would allow me to put into practice all that I had learned but the truth is...boy it's just so much harder to con